Day 1: A photo of myself today

I've decided to start writing in here everyday. To get me started I saw this on my friend Ehu's blog and I thought it would be nice to try it. Everyday for 30 days it has something new to do so I'm going to start it. The first day is a photo of yourself and a description of how your day was. I'm guessing that it means a photo of myself today so here it is:

I know there are two pictures but what I did today could not be summed up in just one picture. My day today was fine. Thursdays are always a weird day for me just because I go to things that I don't really want to be at. Today I felt really alone for some reason. We have a friend staying over for a few days and it's been nice to have her around but whenever someone else is around Audrey is just a bit meaner to me. I don't know what it is but it happens every time. I don't really mind very much anymore but it still hurts my feelings. I don't tell her anymore though because she thinks it's because I'm jealous but I'm not. I really don't care that she doesn't talk to me when other people are around because we are always together but its other things that annoy me. She also makes fun of me a lot more, she's seen my crazy side and is totally fine with it but when other people are around she makes fun of me and makes it seem like she's never acted like that before and is way better than me but she's not.

She's also nicer to other people than she is to me. She is more loving to other people than she is to me. She has been getting better though, she bought me tic tacs at the store the other day. I love tic tacs, they are probably one of my favorite things to have. I don't know what it is but they are so delicious and I am in love with them. I am so crazy about them that I eat way too many of them and end up having stomach pains because of it. It was nice to come home from a long day at school and have a treat. Side note: tic tacs are made by the same company that makes ferrero rocher AND nutella! Amazing right?! Those are all things that I love and eat too much of when I have them in the house!

Audrey and I got our haircut together today. I forced her to cut her hair because it was getting too long and I needed a haircut because I saw some split ends and I hate that. Audrey complained like always but since I was already annoyed with her because she was being so mean to me I got mad at her and made her come. I regret that now, I shouldn't have been so mean. She's my sister and I'm not going to be around for much longer, I should be nicer and try to encourage her to do things on her own rather than force her but sometimes I loose my temper.

Today I was also very happy though, I finally am starting my mission papers! I waited because I was a little iffy about going on a mission just because I'd miss my family so much and it's kinda expensive and I don't know if we can afford it so I put it off but I decided that I am going. I let the world get to me and I forgot why I was going. I feel like the Lord needs to me serve him and I can't put it off anymore. I'm not going to let this be my regret when I'm older. I am so excited to finally start the process. I'm going to be the first girl on both sides of my family to serve a mission! That is so exciting for me. I'm also going to be the second grandchild on both sides to serve a mission. I can't wait! I contacted all of my doctors today and I should get all that done with soon. I hope they don't find anything but who cares if they do, at least its found.

I have a test tomorrow so I should go back to studying. Tomorrow I'm supposed to put up a photo of something I ate. I'm pretty sure it might be tic tacs again, I love those things! Night!